I’m so happy right now. But because of that happiness, I also feel scared. I’m so thankful that so many people love and look upon me with interest. That’s why I think I have to do even better. The thought of “I must become perfect” comes to mind. On the other hand, the thought that this love will not last forever also comes to mind. That there will be ups and downs. With such thoughts, I tend to feel burdened.